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she shows no emotion at all, stares into space like a dead china doll

fuck. i don't even know what to say. i worked today and couldn't go to the grad party cause i didn't have a ride so instead i got to sit in a car while my mom showed people houses for work. for three hours. it sucked. then later on we went to walmart. and i got new hairdye. and ( Read more... )

What is your favorite..gum:extra spearmint restaurant:umm..i guess pizza luce probably drink:alcoholic? season:summer..and fall type of weather:warm emotion:we need every emotion as shitty as that can be...and i think anyone would say it's most enjoyable to be happy thing to do on a half day:sleep late-night activity:hehe.. sport:uh city:well...in ( Read more... )

how their eyes seem to follow you like a hated addiction

well i'm finally out of school which is beyond lovely i think. except for it really still hasn't hit me...i'm still thinking that i have to go back tomorrow or the day after. it probably won't hit me until august...and then school will start. or not. i just don't know. but i am pretty sure ( Read more... )

so i decided to start playing piano again. not that i was ever any good, but i am gonna get good. well i sure as shit hope i do. so okay, i was looking up some sheet music and whatnot and yeah. idk. i suck. haha.

umm i worked all weekend. today i had about 5 or 6 cups of coffee there...at work that is. last night i saw.envy. it was really dumb but ( Read more... )

okay, so i am so glad it's the end of the year. i don't know what the fuck is up with me but i just cannot handle people lately. there are very few people who don't piss the hell outta me right now. i'm sorry if i seem all cold or distant or something to people, i really am but i just don't know what to say. i just have been getting so easily ( Read more... )

...i feel i must interject here. you're getting carried away feeling sorry for yourself....

hmm i worked all weekend. my sister's back home. she's called at 2:30 am the other night and had nowhere to go. this kinda fucks up alot of things for my mom. god i'm so sick of this. stupid shit. whatever....

all i want is the sun. it's almost june. and i ( Read more... )

..this place is a prison and these people arent your friends.inhaling thrills through $20 bills and the tumblers are drained and then flooded again and again..

well i didn't have to work tonight and that was cool. so my mom wanted to go shopping and whatnot and we got groceries and stuff. i'm so into the postal service right now.beautiful.

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that's right. i am the best. with the internet having.

i've started reading nicole blackman again and i forgot how wonderful she was.  i only worked for like 2 hours today. i started getting bloody noses. idk why, i never get them. stress? hmmm

i don't have to work tomorrow : )  actually i guess that would be today now..seeing as it's after 12 in ( Read more... )

"the design in the stars is the same in our hearts"

my internet is disconnected at home so i'm at school and i have little time.

the slam friday night was splendid and i got derrick brown's cd which is also splendid.

i worked all weekend but it's cool cause i got paid and that makes it worth it.

"just think of something stupid" -alina

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