um okay. so i woke up at 1:30 this morning and got ready for school. i think i was half asleep. once i was all ready, i went back to bed.

now i'm at school. i have a headache. i'm surrounded by people watching me type this. ^_^

i made a bowl on the pottery wheel today. the first one was a failure. the second one was a little bit better.

i have a ( Read more... )

...there's definetely no logic to human behaviour but yet so irresistible...

um..things will be alright i hope. everything's so patheticly...dramatic?

so there's a slam friday night that i will be goin' to so that's good. seeing as i can't go to battle of the bands or diversity prom. : (

..what's inside of me.every nerve that hurts.you heal. ( Read more... )

today was a little bit of the shmershmersh. umm yeah.

but my mom is being nice to me and she's going to bring me home chinese food. yep.

i don't know why i feel guilty about this right now. i know i shouldn't....i think i'm just scared. i hate these secret confrontations so to say.

i really need to get my shit together. hmm i guess i have to go ( Read more... )

um alina is at mi casa. that's a good thing. lol except for she updated her lj and she wrote some things about erica and she forgot to write erica's name in so it looks as though it's all about me. haha. i think it's funny. a little. lol ( Read more... )

i'm so tired with these sunday morning rituals.nothing was ever quite good enough.and i choke on reality ( Read more... )

um..the O.C. was sad tonight. i got so hooked on that show...i know i'm a loser ( Read more... )

okay, so i've actually been somewhat busy? i guess....i've been working all weekend and rather tired now. but i like working cause it keeps me busy and out of the house ( Read more... )

i.m sorry for today ( Read more... )

.you know i.ll forget.so quick.you know i always forget.

this can hurt so much.

(i can.t believe my bones.)

there will be no pot this weekend. there will be a get together. i probably won.t attend. do i want to be there i don.t really know. maybe. after work. i work all day. so much better than home. that is where the ( Read more... )

two poems...both shit...i'm sick and bored...enjoy ( Read more... )