Well...today certainly had its ups and downs to say the least. I just do not think I'm a "school person." sweet I got in where I want to go and it's presenting great oppurtunities but it seems like no matter how hard I try in school I can never do as well as I hope to. I've just never been one of those people. So...I guess good thing I'm making ( Read more... )

Today when I played "A Plain Morning" on the way home from Bamboozle I remembered sitting by a window when I was 14 in a cabin in vermont with snow covering everything outside. I sat there and listened to that song, on my disc man no less, and thought about Jason and if I loved him or not. It was right after he told me he loved me. And I got ( Read more... )

Could life get any better? So, I got hired on the spot for my FILTER internship. The guy interveiwing me, Vizion, said "when I was reading you're cover letter I was just like wow, this is a person who is SO passionate about music." I'm glad I could convey that. Sometimes it's hard to put in to words. So now I work FILTER on Mondays (for this ( Read more... )

IlyseWritesSins (6:41:00 PM): internships are like boyfriends ( Read more... )

Finally I got my foot a little bit in the door. Sent out some e-mails last week. Got a call today from Mercy Records, a small record company just starting out (www.mercyrecords.com). I sent them my resume and a cover letter and hey want me to come in tommorow to start and just see how I like it! YAY! It may not be a huge label but it's ( Read more... )

and just when you're starting to get homesick, it's nice to get a surprise phone call from home ( Read more... )

I believe it is these experiences we learn the most from. The ones where you put yourself out there. Where you move halfway accross the country not knowing anyone. Where you have to tell youself it will get better and when it doesn't, kick yourself in the ass and say, "buck up kid. it's not the city, it's YOU ( Read more... )

WANTED: INTERNSHIP/JOB in music marketing type area. If you have any in's hit me up. It's a tough world out in Los Angeles.

a) i have an addiction to red nailpolish (and my cig addiction may possibly be starting again...shhhh...i suck ( Read more... )

what am I doing? WHAT am I DOING?! I'm in LA. I live in LA. I go to Loyola Marymount. And I find myself looking at Northeastern, thinking of transferring next semester. What's WRONG with me? This was my dream. So what? I have only one friend? Is that the only reason I'm unhappy? I don't even know anymore. I'm not THAT unhappy. I don't ( Read more... )