in a bit of a slump. Feeling kinda crappy. I neeed to get a real job. and people need to stop leaving or pissing me off. I just want some things to start turning around.

Maybe next week will be better. birthday week and a trip to LA has to be better

I didn't hear what you were saying ( Read more... )

that's it. it's over
it's officially weird, and it probably always will be
growing up and moving on is WAY WEIRD
moving in with people is way weird
possibly getting engaged is way weird.

I barely know what i'm doing tomorrow and where i'm gonna be living.
How am i so out of the loop

Why can't i find what i once had

I took my last exam today. so, assuming I passed music history...which I think I did...I am a college graduate. Right now it hasn't really hit me. I think it will on Monday, at the Steinhardt Ceremony and then on thursday in the park. I was thinking back to high school graduation last night...and I remember not being upset about it at all. I ( Read more... )

So I really didn't think I was that bad of a person. And there are people in my life that I would never expect to intentionally and willingly hurt me. But time and time again, it keeps happening. Hollow apologies after avoidance, or lame excuses. and sometimes, it's all just on the secret ( Read more... )

ugh....I hate the snow. and who says I have commitment issues. I sat at yankee stadium for 4 hours in the bitter cold to watch something I love fail.

If that's not love, I don't know what is.

It's almost March. It's almost Spring Break. It's almost Baseball Season. It's almost time for Entourage to come back. It's almost fall travel. It's almost my last Mass Transit Concert. It's almost finals. It's almost Comencement ( Read more... )

For the first time in a long time, I can say my mood is typically good. other people have noticed it. I just seem to be happier all on the whole. that's not to say i'm not without my worries...of which i have many...and things that I like to over think about. But they're just not hitting me as hard lately.

I think that's a good thing

I'm thinking of moving to cali for no reason other than to start over? irrational?

Last time I ever write an upbeat live journal post again. My grandmother passed away this morning. I got a call about 2 hours ago from my dad telling me. right now, I have no idea how I feel. Its the first time i've lost a close family member so this is all way new to me. I just got off the phone w/ my dad again, telling him I'd be getting on ( Read more... )