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an imaginary story
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sometimes i just want to disappear into the sameness of the world -
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i am finished with school and i am really bored. the thought of having to stay home everyday incapacitates me. i keep on depressing this one friend who thinks that i keep on focusing on the really boring stuff that just happens to be depressing too. i need to constantly be around people, it helps me not focus on the fact the i still might still ( Read more... ) -
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I have a new facination
and its name beginss with a B
I seem to keep on going from one addition to the next
Trying to convince both my sister and myself that I am or never was borderline
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Man this growing up thing really blows! The truth is just negative bs and when you are down people try to pick you up by asking why you are so negative. Today I told my mom that i wanted to search for another jib and she basically told me that i should stay put becasue i am black and no one will hire me. She reminded me that it took me three ( Read more... ) -
some days are harder than others
so i have been trying to get over this guy and a cold both at the same time. in my twisted little mind i figured that all of my exs are not as bad as this one guy. i was really happy yesterday. my life was back to usual except i no longer thing that i am in love with KArston and my opinion has changed ever since he is not the ohh Amanda i want her ( Read more... ) -
Why i really son't want to be in a... you know
Ahhh relationships... ideally its like a warm summer day. having a picnics at the park, running on a beach, making out at a cross walks in the cold. I have realized this not to be true. I think i make a much more awesome friend than a girlfriend. i boring phone calls and not getting to do the stuff that your single friends are doing. the anxiety ( Read more... ) -
this is wat my life has come to
newodessei4me (8:24:34 PM): hi ( Read more... )