New AIM SN kardos00

Alexis I wanted to say sorry for the things I have said to you. I've given you a hard time on many things and that hasn't been fair. But I do know you, I've seen you at your worst, I've been there looking when you weren't showing people just how terrible you can be, but I saw that terrible side. I've see you come to the side of Steph just to get to ( Read more... )

In Modesto doing the family thing. Back in LA next week

Amy's right. I'm lost in self-pity. Now is the time for me to put down the bottle and get to being my old self again. Maybe some help getting back that way again?

"I've given you all that I can, anything more and I'll have absolutely nothing for myself"I just don't understand. How can living together and sharing a life take everything away from you? I mean it's not like I'd want to be with her 24/7. We can get away from one another when needed and shit like that. I guess it's like every other time in my life ( Read more... )

So much shit from just asking a friend out to dinner. I should have kept my big mouth shut but I'm tired of doing that.

My brother is a real piece of crap. What the hell did my mother take while pregnant to make us all so fucked up.

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Things have been crazy, but I'm loving it. The last con was fun, I fucked up during my concert but everyone seemed okay with my madness. Things at home are somewhat nuts still, but I'm trying hard to work things out ( Read more... )

I should be slapped for not being around, but I have reasons. Hell I always have reasons ( Read more... )

I never want to be that sick again! I had my ass kicked for almost a week. Better now and back in action ( Read more... )