I have a lack of inhibition. I have a lost of perspective and I had a little bit to drink and it's making me think, that I can jump ship and swim and the ocean will hold me, that there's got to be more than the boat that I'm in. They call me crazy if I fail. All that I need is one in a million chance and they can call me brilliant if I succeed ( Read more... )

i guess i am still just kinda lost...got 2 1/2 hours of sleep last night, between the noise from next door and the stray cats fighting in my driveway I really couldn't sleep much. Classes took forever, and didn't make any fucking sense to me. i have soo much to do but i don't understand any of it...how the hell am i supposed to help and guide ( Read more... )

never really liked this stupid journaling thing and don't really know why i have one but yea...

i just don't fucking know what to do...

i'm lost...i really don't know what else to say...but that i'm lost...floating in a sea of people and i keep falling under...when i finally do pop up for air another person is right there to push my head back under...i don't know what to do ( Read more... )