Lately I have been getting extremely negative and rude comments from an anonymous commenter on my livejournal. These deeply upset and hurt me and although I know, as my friends kept pointing out, that whoever doing this is simply being petty and cowardly, I have still decided to discontinue my livejournal and delete my account. It has been a ( Read more... )

"Falling in love, we said; I fell for him. We were falling women. We believed in it, this downward motion: so extreme, so unlikely. God is love, they once said, but we reversed that, and love, like heaven, was always just around the corner. The more difficult it was to love the particular man beside us, the more we believed in Love, abstract and ( Read more... )

So the past day or two I've become kind of fascinated with this application on facebook called "Compare People" in which they give you a series of questions and then for each two possible people as an answer. Then they tell you where you rate in all your friends. It's kind of interesting just because you get to see how the general population and ( Read more... )

It's always funny when you overhear something being said about you that you're not supposed to hear ( Read more... )

I dunno, man, this has been kind of a weird couple of days. Interesting things happened Friday, Saturday I got super sick due to my stupidity and then Sunday was kind of spent nursing that and feeling sorry for myself, although Sunday evening I got super happy and giddy again. Tonight I expected to suck since Reg isn't around, but... it didn't. At ( Read more... )

Ugh, feeling like crap. Crap crap crap.

I need someone to hold me. I need to feel loved.

I'm a relatively confident person. I know I can look after myself, I know I'm relatively smart, and I know I'm not completely ugly ( Read more... )

"And I'll sit and wonder
Of every love that could've been
If I'd only thought of something charming to say."
-Sound of Settling by Death Cab for Cutie

I'm kind of weird about showing people music or movies I love... they're so deeply etched in my heart, I can't imagine the rejection I would feel if they didn't like it.

The reception's gotten fuzzy ( Read more... )