So yes, it is now clearly apparent that it is a good thing Dillon is no longer in my life, because he has clearly turned himself into a train wreck. He smoked himself stupid this weekend, and finds nothing wrong with it, so I'm glad I don't have that in my life. After what I've seen happen to Jake and my cousin, I can only hope that he learns ( Read more... )

Someone, anyone, please give me the ability to be happy while being patient. I'm happy but worried that justin will not come around. I am beyond hoping at this point that he will come around because my heart has become full for him. Even after speaking to dillon my heart is full of feelings for justin. AHHHHHH. I understand he's scared, i'm scared ( Read more... )

I got the news today that my cousin is in jail due to his addiction to drungs which caused him to become homeless and a theif. He stole a truck to get money for drugs..... and that makes me extremely sad inside. To him: Mike, i love you. I pray you'll get through this, get through the rehab program, and come out the wonderful loving guy who is my ( Read more... )

Wow, this week has been so freakin busy! Tuesday was the only day that really sticks out in my mind cause it was election day and tuesday night after COLADA i went to the movies and saw the movie SAW. And quite frankly i saw more of zach's sweater than the damn movie. It was good though, I enjoyed myself. Finally Friday came around, and it was nice ( Read more... )

This past weekend has been very very very interesting. Friday night turned out okay, though I really wish I had been at Zach's dinner party instead of my house only because everyone at my house was coupled up and drunk, and it was bad... but saturday proved to turn out much better, and made up for friday! Saturday I cleaned up the house, and did ( Read more... )

Another wonderful time!! Last night was COLADA's halloween party and it was good, things went well for the most part other than security, which was stupid. Anyway Zach and Lee showed, and it was nice to see them there, justin had band practice and the party went till 1. Then Zach and I came back home and justin showed up about 2:30am. We had an ( Read more... )

Life is a highway and i'm taking every turn as it comes. I'm thrown now for a loop that i have to just see where I end up after it all. I find myself falling into something I never expected, and feel guilty about, and know i shouldn't feel guilty about, but I do anyway because I feel like I am suppose to be waiting around, and like I am suppose to ( Read more... )

Thought this was a perfect sum up of my Monday ( Read more... )

What a weekend. This weekend, I had a slight brush with death, or the idea of death, and it was a scary one. I drank far to much, and blacked out, leaving my body cold and white for a few seconds. If it werent for chris, lisa, vijay, and justin, I'm not sure if i'd be here writing right now. I just wanted to forget everything, the mistakes i made, ( Read more... )

Okay so Ocotober 20th and 21st are officially the most random days I've experienced this semester. WHO woulda thunk that the Red Sox would make it this far, or that your best friends could sleep together, or that you yourself would run into some very interesting situations? I'm exhausted, and I have to write a paper, I was up the entire night, and ( Read more... )