so I haven't updated in a while, so I thought I would... I'm looking for a new job and moving out soon, lucky me right? lol I need a roomate so I'm pondering through a whole bunch of people to pick one... anyway I might go on another trip, just to get out ya know? I feel stuck in NF lol I don't want to be here 24/7... anyway I'm going to get going ( Read more... )

I'm so angry inside right now, how could it happen? people fucking suck that's why, it shouldn't have been done and it wasn't right. it's not gonna be just washed away through time it'll be there until I deal with it. just wait and see I promise. anyway Brit is out of the hospital but has to go for further tests, because it's serious obviously.. um ( Read more... )

well things are ok except for the fact that my sister is in the hospital, she may be there for a while who knows.. she could be out today or in a week. They're finding that when they took out her appendix, that's not all that was wrong... her white blood cells are really high, and she has a lung infection and another infection where the appendix ( Read more... )

so today is busy busy busy, in fact this whole weekend is.. I have to finish cleaning for Val, go cash my check, put 200 in the bank, pay bills, then go get Sierrah, come to my dad's and have him go with me to the dealership and then watch Sierrah again until midnight and then the same for tomorrow I have to work until noonish and then get Seirrah ( Read more... )

well today I'm just sitting here being bored as hell, but I have bought the tickets to go to the convention :) 110 dollars later ha ha but its all worth it really, to me anyway now I just have to get gas money which is this week's check and I'm good to go :) what I might do is bring Cassie's things to Albany, to save her the trip to come here, and ( Read more... )

well today was rather interesting.. I was trying to buy the tickets online for the convention, and that didn't go well so needless to say I have to do it another day. oh well shit happens.. I was supposed to go to the movies tonight with my mom and everyone who was going but that went horribly wrong. I went over my mom's house and they wanted to go ( Read more... )

ok I'm a little annoyed here, I've been bitched at by too many people today and it's annoying. I'm in a good mood and everyone else isn't. I'm being told I've changed... well I'm sorry if I have. I'm just getting sick of it really, it's never a pleasant conversation with anyone anymore. maybe it's something I'm doing, I think from now on I'll give ( Read more... )

well today is alright, I cut my hours back at work, and I sit at home bored.. so.. I might start working my ass off again.. it's not like I talked to anyone. Tomorrow I work at 4 in the morning til noon.. anyway Cassie wants me to go hang out with her when I go to pick Jenni up from Albany.. I don't think it's a good idea because for one it's not ( Read more... )

well today seemed ok.. until I got home from work and I got yelled at... then got yelled at some more by someone else... I wish I could just stay at work... and not come home... atleast I'm not yelled at there or bothering or annoying anyone... why do I even try? I cut my hours back and now I sit here with my finger up my nose for crying out loud ( Read more... )

I'm so frustrated, I have no idea why but I am... I take pictures today and I don't even think they're good, although I'm told they're not that bad and they're ok, I still get pissed because I think I look horrible in them. I just wish I was able to just bare it and say yea they're fine ( Read more... )