yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i have a new live journal..

this one will be up for a bit longer...

byeeeeeeee!

i feel pretty around her

i have a myspace account that i just use for posting random blogs and poetry.. and i have one for just my own personal use..

if you are interested in either.. here they are

www.myspace.com/marieosmond (poetry) must be added as a friend to read

www.myspace.com/tarianstarr (personal)

thanks

well its time to find a new place to live... i have a few weeks... i was thinking of staying where i am.. but one of my roommates love to make comments about me.. so well... im leaving... i know that people can say what they will.. but i just choose not to live with those people.. im tired of people assuming how i am or how i feel... ( Read more... )

i wasnt accepted for who i was

i wasnt permanent, after all

i was erased without a problem, without a trace

i guess it was only from me, that she required this space

my ideas, no fun

though she seems to enjoy everyone

i wasnt good enough, or maybe she wasnt right for me

either way at least now i am not hated for being me

hypocrite

seems like every year i spend the this time of year alone...

this year is the same..

but i have a friend coming to see me for my birthday..

:)

i am crazy about her, she makes me smile, makes my problems go away.. with her all i want is to learn more, be closer, and to see the look in her eyes when she smiles ( Read more... )

once again happy, for a moment.. and only a moment.. because we all know thats all i deserve..

then once again, pushed aside...

wish i had a cuddle friend about now