I never thought I'd actually say this, but it's time this journal is coming to a close. I'm not sure why I needed to suddenly start a new journal. But perhaps it's because a new chapter of my life is starting, by my going to college, cliche as that sounds. This journal holds too many memories, and I can barely look back on some entries without ( Read more... )

I'm driving myself insane by keeping my mouth shut. But what else can you do when you're afraid to say something? Afraid because you hate the feelings you're feeling right now. Afraid because you know the moment you utter a word about it, you're completely and utterly vulnerable, and hate feeling THAT way more than you hate experiencing what you're ( Read more... )

I JUST HAD THE BEST SISIG OF MY LIFE!!!!

We got it from Carson before we left, and OMGGGG. It had the RIGHT amount of onions, it was crunchy, and amazingly spicy! I loved it!! XD

I've been mostly absorbed with playing Wonderland Online with Jose. It's all we've been basically doing since I got my laptop fixed. Did I ever mention I got my laptop fixed ( Read more... )

lulz hijacked ( Read more... )

They mostly occurred when I was in 10th/11th grade, so its been a while since I've lost myself to the mania that lies beneath. But it occurred again last night ( Read more... )

Just for future reference, i started my period last Wednesday, June 10.

He doesn't want to come to my house. I think he's just using that as an excuse. He claims that it's because he thinks he isn't welcome. If he really wanted to come, he wouldn't let that get in the way. I don't understand the way he thinks.

He came back. i had to beg him not to leave me again. he asked me to get back on the bed. by this time, i was in tears. he didnt even try to comfort me. i got into bed, but he didnt follow me right away. when he did come, he turned his back to me. no hug for comfort, either, which made me cry even more. i had to ask him to face me, and even then, ( Read more... )

He left me alone ( Read more... )