I'm 24 years old.
I'm a college graduate.
And I'm wife.

So much for not growing up.

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Dear Cute Boy From Philosophy,
You are the first boy to give me butterflies since Jeff Lane.

Ask for my phone number already!!
Love always,
Kayla

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Dear Ex Lab Partner,
Remember that pen cap that got sucked into a mini black hole?
Well, I found it!
Sorry for blaming you!!
Always,
Kayla

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Dear Bridget,
Remember how Shawndra quit class and we both just knew she wouldn't last at AIT? Well, she quit and is now going to a different college in Arizona.

Every time I think of this, I pick up my cell phone to type you a quick text. I'm sad that you'll never get this message.

Missing you,
Kayla

You'd think it would have scared us enough the first time. No way. Tonight we're doing for the third year in a row. This year, I'm not getting in the van ( Read more... )

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Tonight I ran away from class..
Just like I used to when I was 18.

:]

"I could tell you that I was sad. My weapon of choice was a scrapbooking tool my mom uses almost every day. The word “cut” still makes me cringe. I could tell you that when I was 14 I doubted I’d ever learn to drive and when I was 16, I doubted I’d make it to graduation. I could tell you that I had a secret that a lot of people knew about. They ( Read more... )

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When we dropped dad off at the airport, my mom parked in the same spot I parked in when I dropped you off. I could see the faint image of you walking down the hall. It was the last time I saw you.

And I'll probably never see you again.
And when I think about it, it breaks my heart all over again.

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I should be sad that you're out of my life...but really I'm just sad that I'm not sad about it at all.

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Dear CKL,
I think you're being ridiculous.

Yea...really fucking ridiculous.
Always, Kayla.