whell lets see how was livestock15 it was grate whell at least the showes were i mean yaeh i had a good time all around hanging out with ryan and all but idk listing to staind got to me kinda it aways dose and yeah it made me start missing stuff and yeah just some outher stuff he sed not in the songs but about them and yaeh just walking around ( Read more... )

it hurts so bad :'(

i dont even care ane more i cant make my self happy trust me ive tryed and the olny persion that can make me happy i dont have so you know what im not even trying ane more cuz its going to be like ever thang eles i try to do witch is fail at it ( Read more... )

If I had been there to wipe your tears
Then no one else would be around
If I had been there to cradle your fears
We'd still be together now

Wish I could be there to share your dreams
I wish that I could still be down, baby
But you are gone and I'm here alone
And I sure do regret it now
Oh yes I do
Said I really do
Oh I'm missing you
Oh I missing you, Baby

Baby ( Read more... )

is it worng?
to of loved so much
to of tryed so hard
to of been so happy
to of cared so much..
to of been so atteched

is it wrong?
to want what ya cant have
to still love them no matter what
to still want to be thare
to still want to hold on
to still care so much...

is it wrong?
to not care about the past
to be willing to try again
to pray it may be again
to try ( Read more... )

i wrote a pome whell i tryed if ya wana read it let me know
its kinda sad tho jsut warning you i just didnt know
what eles to do so i desied to wright some thing

ever day i sit and wate hopeing for her to come back to me to make my life complet again but insted ever day i contenu to keep wateing as she gose out with outher people not seeming to want what i want but i cant help but want her back she completed me i felt like i had a reasion to be here when i was with her and now shes gone and i could care ( Read more... )

idk what to do should i speak my mind and hope for the best or keep my mouth shut and see what happens?

gd i hate my self ima fuck up lol a malouka if ya would and i fucking hate it

i feal like shit i have for a while now i just want some one to come save me.. but i dont think ane one is comeing ane time soon or ever will