I know I haven't updated in like forever but it never seemed like right time - Winter Break just started. I'm single and to tell you the truth it hasn't been horrible being on my own. I know I've missed certain people. I'm actually growing fond of my independence. I know something is going to happen soon because it always does - I'm happy and ( Read more... )

It is 1:21 - I shouldn't be up. I can't stop thinking though - my mind won't slow down. I've been sooooo moody today I guess it's just part of being a cancer. I miss my mommy - she's at project graduation - I could really use her right now - I'm so confused and I keep doing stupid things. I know they're idiotic and they go against my feelings ( Read more... )

Well my last final is tomorrow and I still haven't kept up with my updates but it's not like anyone reads this anyway so yea... I can't believe school is almost over. I bombed my math final today which is weird b/c I really like math...I dunno I think I'm just having an information overload. Ben and me are over if the gossip hasn't spread enough ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a loooooooooong time. I wish I had rose-colored glasses for everything. Things haven't been the best for me with the exception of my grades and a few new friends. I just had a big fight with ben - I wound up crying after I got off the phone. Whatever. Dance is ok, golf is alright and everything else is kinda blah. Oh yea ( Read more... )

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Damn...I haven't updated in 4ever...jeez - well a lot's been happenin - I think the last time I updated was b4 wildwood - ok well I'll start there! I went to Wildwood w/ bev for a week, that was good times - I hung out with all her friends and got to dance so it was awesome. We wound up spendin a lot of time w/ Krista (Jenelle's older sister), ( Read more... )

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Wow - I can't even remember the last time I've been home on a Saturday night - yea I know....I'M A GEEK!! haha - not really - Mr. Andrew Solimeo, Mr. Patrick Bowden and Mr. William Doer are supposed to stop by but who knows if they will - I figure I'll call em in an hour or so, since they have been skipping their weekly visits. The last time Mayo ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!! Ahhhhh I love birthdays - they’re the best - they make you feel special and important. Maybe it’s just me ( Read more... )

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