I hate her I hate her I hate her I hate her. Just seeing her pictures brings me to tears. But, why? Why would I be jealous, even though he is mine, and I have no doubt in my mind that he loves me, and only me. I know for a fact I am 345656774668xs prettier than her, but beauty isn't all. If she could attract him at one point, then maybe if she ( Read more... )

Well I got a new roommate. Last night was my first night to spend the night in my room. Everyone on my new floor is so welcoming. I love it! I can't wait till we all start to hangout a lot. My roommate Lauren, went and hung out with my friend Steven and I. We went to the Hookah bar and to Starbucks. Its fun getting to know her! I love my sweetmates ( Read more... )

You know, sometimes I wonder why I stopped being friends with the people I was through the earlier days of highschool. Heck they were so fun, they were always there for me. I remember when I was dating my drug addict ex, they helped me through every single thing. I had a stuffed animal he gave me, and they helped me stab it and Chase and Brett made ( Read more... )

I hate when people take their anger out on me. Calm down, fuck.
Ugh I wish everyone was open minded.
I wish everyone supported Gay rights.
I wish everyone was pro choice.
I wish everyone was happy and nice!
Whatever.

Today is Halloween. For the first time in Halloween history, I want to be home. I wanted to joy of carving pumpkins with my mom even though I hated that she made me. I did get to carve one with Stefan though, but some bitches stole it. It was my proud moment. Its the only thing Halloweenish I have done this year. I dont have a costume and I am not ( Read more... )

It wasn't up until about a year and a half ago, that I began to notice something terribly wrong. My smiles turned into frowns, I began losing my since of optimistic-ness, I began giving up on everything I couldn't succeed at. I gave up on anyone ever loving me, I gave up on the sober life. I began not trusting anything, I started to doubt myself in ( Read more... )