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life rolls on!!!
Well its been a while ..cuz its been a tough year...I still miss my Mom like I never thought for a moment I would this much . Find myself wanting to call her..then realizing that I can't and then wondering if I am losing my mind for even thinking about calling her??????We bought a place here close to my Dad.I sometimes don't know why ..although he ( Read more... ) -
Carpe Diem
Well it has been a month since my Mom passed on to what I'd like to think of as bigger and better things. Alzheimers sucks a** and I'm really praying to not have to EVER face that crap again!! She died on her 77th birthday and as everyone who knew her thought that if she had any control of that she would be laughing still. I'd like to think of it ( Read more... ) -
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help!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm here in "Gawds country" so to speak helping my dad (who is a great Dad for all intense and purpose) with my Mom who was a great Mom but is now 'gone' The Mom as i once knew left this ungrateful world about 2 years ago. Oh ya she has fleeting moments of clarity but she is gone ... but I will NEVER forget the fun we had and I ( Read more... ) -
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Hi,nothing like a good night sleep to help you recover ( Read more... ) -
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dear freinds...if there is any...I need some one of some sort of intelligence that i can talk to. Why is everyone in my life so dam busy????? I cant take much more sadness, alone ..I can feel myself reaching the end of my sanity..but only I realize this. I hate every one no one cares and i want to run ...far and fast ..away from everything.Well ( Read more... ) -
Crazy's Life
Fall...its such a strange time of year. You would think it be depressing but in reality its quite the opposite for me. Considering what I go through on a day to day bases you would think any old excuse to be depressed would work. But no I really am of the mind set in the fall for exciting change in season...shake up the repertoire of things to do ( Read more... ) -
my life
hi everyone : i cant wait to start venting on this site i need to write down my life as i know it starting very soon... i could seriously write a best seller im sure so stay tuned im sure most of u will be quite entertained right now its just to late to get into it. plus im such a rookie u might have to have a little pacience (sp) talk to you soon