so i am moving into my new place friday morning! Brian and i are actually moving in together. so now you guys have to find a time to come down from detroit and see it! we are all set to move and already have everything we need for it. it is so great! oh yeah and tim, you have to come down here cause kate and i really need to hang out with you ( Read more... )

to the one person i pray i never see again ( Read more... )

So i am not really sure how to spend quality time with brian when he is always working or sleeping. i really love spending every moment with him. i feel bad cause i know that he has to work but still it sucks! now i am starting to work and i am so afraid we will hardly see eachother. i know that there is no way i will lose him but still i want to ( Read more... )

thanks for the comments and yeah i miss the fun part about adrian and i miss you all so much! we really should get together just to hang out.. i miss that the most. maybe a porn night? lol anyways just know i love you guys!

so tonight i was hanging out with crystal and lyall called me. it was so nice to hear from him but weird at the same time. cause when i was in adrian the only time people talked to me was when they wanted something. now that i am not there people call me all the time cause they miss me. if you miss me so much now you should have called me when i ( Read more... )

so the new year really isnt going that bad...and i am just waiting for the first time that shit hits the fan. i figure with the way my life goes, it wont be long. however, this is so weird cause for once things are going right. i mean not all things but for the most part anything that makes me upset in any way is minor enough that i am over it with ( Read more... )

so i totally do not know how i feel about brian..i am trusting him more than i have trusted anyone. i dont know why but i an giving him what no other guy truely got. i am giving him the power to hurt me...i havent been able to really trust anyone in so long. brian is different though and this one i dont think would ever hurt me. i am so in love ( Read more... )

so things are going better now...talking to crystal and tim really helped...so thanks guys! i am still stuck at home with no car and no way to see anyone that makes me happy...oh yeah and i got a comment from ben...."is there anything i can do?" yeah there is, you can grow some balls and stop letting your girlfriend tell you who you can and cant be ( Read more... )

so i am so sick of everyones shit! let me just start off with that. i am having a hard time dealing with anyone right now other than crystal, brian and kate....but kate is kinda bothering me at times too...i still love her though. i cant stand adrian or anyone that is associated with that hell hole of a town. i hope i never see anyone from there ( Read more... )

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