I love being in love, I am finally whole and I have my wonderful boyfriend to think for that. Nothing else matters. I cant believe how quickly my move date is coming. I cant wait to get in and settled and really enjoy everything I have missed for the past year. I love my life, it is perfect. My puppy is so adorable, he is by far the cutest thing ( Read more... )

Until now, I never knew what it really felt like to love someone, and know that they love you int he same exact way. this past month has absolutely been the best growth, and happiness I have felt in a long time. I am finally finding myself and realizing what I need and want in life. that being said,i'm coming home. I am happy in Cali, but I know ( Read more... )

This situation bites. I have moved on, we decided on friendship, everything was fine. Why did you lie? It obviously has not helped you one bit. You lost me, I am at a point now where im not sure if I even value the friendship we had. You knew it was important me and you still lied. Well, consider yourself free of any need to lie from now on, ( Read more... )

not mad anymore...We both have our own thoughts, motivations and goals. We are moving apart quicker than you think. Trying to keep it together was great, but im restless and confused ( Read more... )

I dont want to think about it anymore.... Get it out of my head, please.

so yes, im bored on a Friday night. Granted I should be really drunk by now, but no, im chiilin at home. Actually kinda good so I can save myself for this weekend. :) . I miss Moochie soo much lately. She's getting soo big! I was planning on going to AZ the weekend of Halloween but it seems lately like more of a hassle than its worth. Not to ( Read more... )

I miss my family so much. I wish Moochie could be here with me, everyday. I just really need my lil sis. she is the only one that really understands everything that is going on. There is one person in the world that I hate more than anything. I just wish he would realize how bad he has hurt my family and his own family as well. All I know is, he ( Read more... )

it makes me sad. hopefully things will work out, well they have to. It will be over soon. 10 months.

Ok time to be happy. Everything is going to work out I just have to stop being such a pain. Basically, there is nothing that can be done about the situation right now, so I am done stressing about it. I need to be HAPPY. I can do it, just gonna take some work.

But everything is not ok.... I'll let you know when I find out.. Well no, not really ( Read more... )