So it's been about 6 months now since i've last written in this. i guess i've attempted at one point or another to write but i found that i didnt really know what to write about. i guess maybe im not the same person i used to be. but i guess its hard to stay the same when you lose people you love and move somewhere else. i really feel bad about not ( Read more... )

so i guess i havent updated in a while. i've been really busy though. things are ok i guess. i kinda wish band was over so i have a life again. i miss all my friends. a lot. and i know i say that in every entry. i cant wait for college. i just want to get it all over with actually and move on with my life. my dad is the most diffucult person i have ( Read more... )

This song pretty much describes my life. the move and everything... and yea just listen to it. its on my myspace if you dont feel like downloading it. it's a great song. i love it. it's Fix You by Coldplay ( Read more... )

im bored. and tired. i got a xanga! its kinda cool. its like a mix between livejournal and myspace. go try it. www.xanga.com/kirstenkaye. you all should get one.

oh man. im kinda scared now. just a little. ok yea a lot. tomorrows the big day. school starts. and i must admit im more afraid then i thought i would be. a whole new school. nobody knows who i am...its just kinda a scary thought. ahhh i need help. someone call me. im scared!

school starts monday. i am SO scared you have no idea. i got my schedule and i dont know whos been there but center grove is fucking huge. bigger then i thought. it blows im gonna get so lost. someone tried giving me a tour but i was like yea its not even worth it. every hallway looks the same. they have 2 gyms... a huge music center. its basically ( Read more... )

ok so my phone broke in half and obviously i havent been able to use it for the past probably week almost so sorry to any who called or whatever. my dad upgraded phones so now i use his old one until november when my plan gives me a phone. i need everyone's numbers again so leave them please :) i didnt get them off my phone cuz yea, it broke in ( Read more... )

ahhh i feel shitty. i hurt someone and of course they hurt me back. (emotionally...)but i guess i did what i needed to do. he hasnt talked to me for the past few days which sucks because i really still want to talk to him ( Read more... )

so my dog died. actually, my mom had him put to sleep. she didnt even tell us she was doing it so I never got to say bye or anything. i miss him so much :(. i'm not used to not seeing him at my house when i walk in. this sucks. he used to sleep in my room every night and stuff and he'd sit by the piano when i played... he followed me everywhere. i ( Read more... )

i spent an hour in borders today. i love that place. i bought two jazz cds ha because i dont have any and probably should since i'm in jazz band. but yea i listened to them and they are cool. i get to go to cinncinatti next weekend. i must say i am very excited. and amandas birthday is coming :) i get to eat with her for lunch friday! well i had an ( Read more... )