it seems that inevitably, people always leave.

now, more then ever, i am just hopelessly alone.
i miss yesterday :/

summer is adequate. things are a combination of good and bad. the good is great.. the bad is terrible.  jay is back in korea :[ kasey and vice are the loves of my life <3


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i hate how i write these whiny blogs constantly bc im really not this whiny. i miss having people to rely instead of just being the one relied on. im sick of how when one thing is perfect, nothing else can be. i dont understand how, no matter how hard i try, i'm always wrong.

inevitably, everything fails.

We first met in 7th grade I think. It might have been 6th, I'm not sure. She sat in front of me in health class, and she used to always draw Spongebob characters. I'm pretty sure we instantly bonded over that. She had these furry Spongebob pens, and once the teacher got annoyed and threw it across the room. I remember we were absolutely scandalized ( Read more... )

1. dont live your life on these shitty online communities. i used to write on xanga and this think like a few times a week. whats the point? no one cares what you've done today. use your time living instead of writing about what you've done on an online blog. in addition, don't go on myspace and make a bulletin about how bored you are. i bet you ( Read more... )

it's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything.

its funny how one bad thing happening can make everything else feel shitty.
sorry im overdramatic...

R.I.P casper
<333333
we love you

so theres this girl and we used to be really good friends, basically best friends. i felt like i could tell her everything and i assumed she could do the same with me. a few months ago this girl started going out with this guy and even though i didn't really like him, i was happy for her. she kinda stopped hanging out with us bc of this boyfriend ( Read more... )