everything that i've done lately feels like its wrong. and even when i try to do the right thing i fuck it up some how.. todays megans birthday and all week my mom has treated me like shit. and at dinner tonight whenever i opened my mouth she would yell at me and tell me to be quiet. .. and it got to the point that i started to cry in the ( Read more... )

soo.. update..

tasha left.. and i have needed to talk to her for the  past.. 4 days.. its okay. im planning a road trip up to hick town to see her. :) cause i missin you so!

i have a new sn.. its cmemnday

*come monday*

Im in love.. wow. yes guys Kristen Jenae is in love. Never thought i'd say that again.. I dont know how that boy did it. but ( Read more... )

so yesterday john broke up with me..'this is what you want' thats what he told me and ya know i did want that. so much. i just wanted to be free. and be able to flirt with all those boys. and go to ring dance with chewy. and once i got john. i couldnt. which totally altered my life. my entire life. i couldnt do what i wanted. i always had to think ( Read more... )

you say everything is perfect.

i can tell its not.

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* * truce.

they dont know you like i know you.

every time you needed a shoulder to cry on.

when things with him got ruff.

when dad left and you were left with her.

when you needed attention.

when your other friends didnt understand.

always.

im glad we had the talk. i know you are sorry. and that you want things to be better. and i just want it all to end. i even talked to him. he said he ( Read more... )

1 MINUTE AGO: i cryed
1 HOUR AGO: i got burger king
1 DAY AGO:iwas in emory
1 YEAR AGO: i made out with irby.. funny i remember that

I HURT: my knee
I LOVE: you
I HATE: her
I FEAR: death
I HOPE: this will end
I FEEL: sleepy
I HIDE: the real me
I DRIVE:past your house.
I MISS: ashley, lauren. and k*lo
I LEARNED: people arent always who they seem
I NEED: love
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My parents come home tomorrow..yep. i missed them . i had  no one to do my laundry. so i had to buy new stuff...sad i know.. but yeah i've had an awesome week..went to richmond and saw lori..i miss them too. worked with the most beautiful boy God has ever created from tues-thurs.. and hung out with a new friend..ahem.. sorry about the anxiety..yeah ( Read more... )

NIIIIIIIIIICE

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