so i may not know everything, but i do know everything about myself. im fortunate to be able to proudly say i know ME! i know that i am a very strong girl. a level headed girl. i have morals and standards. i have goals and ambitions. ive loved, had my heart broken, broken some here and there, but what comes out of it all is remarkable. its the ( Read more... )

i fucking miss my bf while hes at work.normally its no big. but right now he doesnt have a phone. i didnt until yesterday. so we go all day not talking until about 7pm. we miss the fuck out of eachother all day. its so awesome when he gets home. tonight he gets ink and ill be sitting right next to my baby. i love us.

this weekend will be pretty amazing. My birthday is tomorrow and ill spend it with family and my baby. saturday santa cruz and hes taking me to urban outfitters to buy me clothes and whatever else i want. oh yea and tonight at 12:00 am my best friend tabitha and mike and i are going to see x men 3..so stoked for that. spend the night with my lover ( Read more... )

i read this bulletin about this girl that died. she was murdered. her name was anna. and on her comments was someone calling her anna banana. thats what i call my best friend. it tore my heart out. that girl and i have been best friends since second grade. shes the only person whos accepted me through everything. you change alot from second grade ( Read more... )

it really hurts to be treated the way i have been treated in the last few years. im a strong girl. im a very level headed big hearted real girl. i hate that i put my all into every man i have. the favor is only returned for a short amount of time. i loved that boy. very much. i took good care of him. i was his world and he was mine. sometimes ( Read more... )

im sorta not sure how im feeling right now. i think once you lose something you realize how important it is to you..and if you get it back you treasure it...but only for a certain amount of time. i wish it was still that time. i deserve it. the shit i went through...yea i do. im a damn good gf. hes lucky..he knows it i just hope that it doesnt take ( Read more... )

so we have come a long way and were pretty happy now. we know theres nothing better than what we have. its the best there is. love is a confusing thing but it can make your day. being apart for a week and a half he learned his lesson and realized he made a mistake. i learned that i dont need anyone but myself. and now that both of us have learned ( Read more... )

thats how i felt last night too. but i got stuck waking up this morning. shit was bad last night. call me ok?
<3Kourt

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so i have been soooo happy and having so much fun lately its crazy! me and mike went to sac for a kings game...


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