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i dont believe in anything anymore. im sad and depressed even after my prozac got doubled. i wish i could be fixed. i feel like every entry is me whining about not knowing who i am. it really bothers me that idk who kourtney is. does anyone know? i guess ill always have this feeling of a broken heart. maybe ill live the rest of my life this way but ( Read more... ) -
where did i go?
have you ever had that feeling that ur happy to be sad? youre happy to feel instead of be numb? i guess thats what happens when i dont take my medicine..but it feels nice to feel. to know im sad or happy and whatever i feel is evident not disguised by some sort of drug in my system. everythings been so complicated and to know that it gets so hard ( Read more... ) -
Landslide
I took my love, I took it down ( Read more... ) -
please excuse my dear tommy♥gun
so my day pretty much consisted of sewing, homework,and sleeping. very boring. but nice. its great to get a break from life and thats basically what ive had the past couple weeks, but its time to go back soon. i go in for more bloodwork tomorrow and ill prob go back to school wed or thursday. i have more homework to finish before i go back and when ( Read more... ) -
best deceptions and clever cover story awards go to you
i learned to sew...well kind of..i learn so many things in life..i learned that im more independent than most girls. to be honest i dont need anything but myself..i can make it on my own. i may be high maintenance to a certain extent but id never ask anyone else maintain me but myself. you know i think about my future i what i want to become of ( Read more... ) -
playground
i miss when life was simple and all we did was play on the swings and jump off hoping not to scrape our knee..the worst thing that happened was when someone else played with your toy..simplicity.. -
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so basically ive cooled down. i couldnt stop crying earlier. im really frustrated i feel like i cant trust anyone or if i can trust them im not supposed to tell them..idk..i got mad..and sad..im confused..as to well every subject of my life..i dont understand myself or anything else...why i act the way i do or why i say things i say. this is the ( Read more... ) -
sweet rest there must be in the grave
"And then my vision fell upon the seven tall candles upon the table. At first they wore the aspect of charity, and seemed white and slender angels who would save me; but then, all at once, there came a most deadly nausea over my spirit, and I felt every fibre in my frame thrill as if I had touched the wire of a galvanic battery, while the angel ( Read more... ) -
Do You Know What Friends Are For?
whats love? i mean really...im only a junior..i say it but idk if i really feel it, i guess i just dont know what it is...i feel like the only true love u have in your life is the person youre meant to be with.i say i <3 my bf, i tell him it too...but im really unsure if u can be in love and a teenager. i always thought teenage love was superficial ( Read more... ) -
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a couple things i wrote over the past couple nights ( Read more... )