BLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEH!
Hahahaha! I'm in such a fucking good mood!!!hahahahahaaaaaaa!
Let's hope I don't hurt someone. ha!

went to SolarFest, picked up 2 hitchickers, slept through my first bonfire, daned danced, almost died, went swimming, sweating. have yet to do ANY home work, or work work for that matter. CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!
have a splendiferous ( Read more... )

It is currently 8:09 am. There is a fire alarm going off somewhere near by, construction vehicles rumbling pass my window, and equipment that, for some reason, feels the need to beep incessantly. And yet i am in a fantastic mood.
Reasons for said fantastic mood:
* saw PotC...again. but this time we all dressed as wenches before  the movie and got to ( Read more... )

“ it’s like turning down the heat on a boiling pot” says he

it is not

He has no idea

It’s like garbage

It’s like garbage, sitting there, rotting,

If he only knew how it really was

Posing me from the inside out

I could feel it decaying the very stuff from which

I live

And you always though I was so perfect

Oh, and ( Read more... )

I smiled today, really smiled. =)

Stayed up till 2 doing a project not due till NEXT monday
Slept till 11
Read Cosmo until 12
Took a looooooong shower ( shaved, haha)
Moisturized, dressed
Intended to go into the office to get work done
watched TV, talked to stepdad, rach, and mom instead
planning on going to find Duane ( stepdad) to get stuff from mom
******* that is my day so far******

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GUESS WHO IS HEALTHY ( almost ) AGAIN ( kinda )!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's the most amazing thing to be able to swallow ( no dirty jokes, ok?...haha, i said swallow...) with out wanting to die.
and to be able to walk more the 10 ft with out passing out
and to not have my brain  BOILING away an infection
and to not have mono
AND to almost have ( Read more... )

The past

All things I have endured

All things I have loved

Lost

Found

Hated

Treasured

Hurt from

Healed over

I’m terrified

That it

And everything that was ever important to me

Will forget me

That I will slip into the past, a ghost

Just like so many others

How do I not become lost?

" Yeah, I saw him in the FPL."
    "  what was he doing?"
" Oh, I forget her name."

According to Jean, I have bloomed. haha

found this upbeat didy for us to enjoy...

The right of life has made a turn
A loss of love for what was yearned
No longer is the world left un-jaded
For me the color of life has faded

As always, have a great day

What i have learned recently...

Disney doesn't supply our generation with a blue print for romance, so much as with a blue print for how to screw your self over. it's like expecting to build a house and you end up with a barbi-que pit...WTF. sorry disney..

on to other complaints....
( please excuse the extra dot...)

I am
- tired
- cranky
- sick ( i have a ( Read more... )

" Kelly, I don't want to accuse you of listening to country, but this is a bit twangy..."