well i am going to school in like an hour. im nervous. im glad we talked and worked things out. that makes me so happy. but i know it will still be akward. im still wondering if i made the right choice. because when i wake up i have this feeling in the bottom of my stomach. and its not a good one. like i missing something. i dont know what i am ( Read more... )

wow. this weird. i dont know if what i did was the right thing. but it was what i was feeling was the right thing then. its going to take awhile to adjust. i cried in church. man i shouldnt be feeling this. i was the one who ended it. this isnt how things were supposed ot be.

oh my god.

if i stop thinking. I think I wil be okay. no thinking = problemless kelsey.

i mean this is bad. intensley bad.

After all we been through,
I can't get my mind off of you.
It's a hell of a way to spend the whole day through

well I just posted something like and hour ago, but I wil post again. I was just sitting here at the computer listening to the shins. and i started to think. i am really happy right now. i mean i could complain but i dont need to. i mean seriously i have like sweet best freinds the lovely kim and the screwball devin. then i have my beautiful ( Read more... )

Skinny is sexy,
Sweet anorexia,
Skinny is sexy,

King Adora.

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im sick. im not going to school. im already missing bryan. upside though kim and devin arent going to school either.

I feel like crap. My head is actually starting to hurt more than it did in 6th period. its like it stopped hurting now its hurting more. I better be better for megan's party or I am gonna be angry at myself.