guess how much i ♥ you? much more.

oh well, you've got me under your spell, and i don't think that i'm kidding around. i don't think i can forget you now. i once sat up on my roof and examined the planning of my town. i saw the structured grid and pavement cutting through grass and i remembered the cold of winter running up the legs of my pants. i picked the nicest lawn and imagined ( Read more... )

i am making a mixtape about waking up. how spectacular. i know. i got off the phone with bryan about two hours ago. i love talking to him. i love his voice.

i want to say something but i cant. but i want to. and i want the person to know. but there is no way i could tell them. ever. this sucks.

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

kim and heather are sleeping over so we can all get to the school so we can go to busch gardens. i cant wait. i am quivering with antici-----pation. it should be flippin sweet. I am making peanut butter cookies right now, i feel so betty crockerish. i hope they are good. or i am gonna be pissed.

i read all the pages but there is still no answer.
by the way you vibrate my eardrums.

there is beauty in the breakdown.

i cant believe whats happening. how can you be so happy one moment, but want to never speak to anyone again in another. oh my gosh. how can someone be so fake!! it amazes me. i am flabbergasted ( Read more... )

hey well i havent updated here in awhile. kinda. man im tired thats pathetic its only like 9:20. i just got off the phone with bryan hunter and kim. maybe thats what wore me out, but then again I did not talk that much. so whatever. hmmm i cant wait for school tommorow Im going to wear one of my sweet new shirts, me kim devin and kims sister went ( Read more... )