Maybe in the next 3 years when i've realized my pathetic life as come to an abrupt halt i'll decide to ask you to prom...and maybe you'll accept...
btw your conclusion to your novel/LJ entry was excellent. I couldn't have done it any better....
Isn't it great knowing that if this is all a big lie we're enjoying it the whole way through? Yeah there are some bumps along the way but what the hell...sometimes you just gotta say "Fuck it". and that's MY conclusion...
thinking is for awesome ppl. it's good to know that you've been thinking things over. that's what hi skool's all about, right? well, if you need to vent, i'm here for you, hon. -angela-
Just delete this commentangieduvallFebruary 28 2005, 01:07:47 UTC
You've changed so much since I left home. That thought has been following me around for a couple days now. I really don't know you anymore. At first I thought, well, maybe she's just grown up while I've been away. But the more I talk to you the more it makes me question that. It's not a matter of growing up, it's just change, plain and simple. You used to have such an air of freedom around you. A beautiful smile that did well to hide the thoughts brooding behind, but those thoughts were never so nihilistic back then. They were beautiful and pure, and took every aspect of the world into careful consideration and found beauty even in the most heinous of things. Contemplative, all-considering, and despite the tragedy of what may have enveloped the world, they were on the whole happy. I think back then you knew that looking for any sort of meaning or fulfillment in life was futile, and all that truly existed was the moment. The concept of tomorrow is just an effect of human congnition. There really is no such thing. And if
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btw your conclusion to your novel/LJ entry was excellent. I couldn't have done it any better....
Isn't it great knowing that if this is all a big lie we're enjoying it the whole way through? Yeah there are some bumps along the way but what the hell...sometimes you just gotta say "Fuck it". and that's MY conclusion...
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thinking is for awesome ppl. it's good to know that you've been thinking things over. that's what hi skool's all about, right? well, if you need to vent, i'm here for you, hon.
-angela-
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