So, still haven't had my older man sex. Still working on it, though. I'm beginning to wonder whether or not it's just the chase for him. I think he may just want to see if he can actually score a 23-year-old. I mean, you know, whatever... At least I'm getting somewhat of a cheap thrill...

The world is defintely going to miss Mitch Hedburg.

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I don't know what to think of what all is going on. I mean, I think it's kinda fun. Sex is always fun. Sex with an older man...even better. I'm a little scared, though. Do I really think it's ever going to happen? Damn, I really don't know. I sure hope so. What will I do if I suck? What if he thinks I'm terrible? I mean, I've got to see ( Read more... )

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I'm so tired of talking about it, but I did just post on Jodi's lj. I don't know, I went to read it, just like I always do, and I just couldn't let a comment someone made go by. I think I am a good friend. Last night I apologized to her. After Rob and I talked, I just felt like I needed to. I guess because he makes me feel like I've done ( Read more... )

Ever since I was in high school, I've had friends gain and loose boyfriends. This is not a new occurence. I've even gained and lost a few myself. A pattern I see developing with all girls, though, is that when they have a boyfriend, they seem to unknowingly distance themselves away from their friends. This is odd to me, because when the ( Read more... )

So, who knows. I am slowly becoming HTML savvy. It'll probably never happen, but I'm getting better. I made this all by myself. :) So, I suppose I'll have to find some sort of amazingly insightful thing to say in here. This is not normal for me. My major insights usually stay in my head. I suppose it's okay. I can do this. Here's to ( Read more... )