Cookhouse with a bunch of awesome people tonight, doug benson tomorrow and beer bags bbq sunday for the great weather. This weekend will be great. I hope you enjoy yours.

Its been a min since I've posted. So much going I don't even know where to start. I don't know how to feel about certain things but one thing that god has taught me this year is control. I don't have any. I can't control situations but I can control my response. I am thankful for that lesson. I look forward to the future and warmer weather.

Oh yeah. I have so many thoughts I can't even begin. I have so many ways I want to handle situations. I'm not sure what to do really. I do know however that I am going to remain positive. There is a lot of negative energy around that I'm going to eliminate and feel that I already have out of my life. Sometimes its funny how much can change. It can ( Read more... )

And nothing else matters right now.

That my head just might explode. I've lost it. Everything is fucked, honestly. I'm trying to stay positive, but I just am really having a hard time. I hope AZ helps me clear my head because right now I am hating everything. I'm trying to look at one thing at a time but I am completely overwhelmed. I'm exausted and alone. I suppose as long as ( Read more... )

Catch a frickin break! I'm so sick of this shit happening to me. Can't u pick on someone elsr for a while god?

Be surprised. My past with people in general has opened my eyes and for some reason I ignored that recently. Its ok though, because my situation and especially tonight have really shown me peoples true colors. I'm grateful. Now I know. Az, get ready. My trip to you is necessary at this point and is going to be amazing. Fuck this state right now. ( Read more... )

Cancer free in 09! :) thank you for everyones thoughts and prayers. Next step is surgery then I should be done with this. I told you I would kick your ass 09.

My boob hurts and is majorly bruised. Get the results tomorrow. Most likely its nothing. Send me your prayers.

Lost a bet...to myself!