i'm depressed. i'm depressed because i just can't care anymore. i really think that depressed is the wrong word, but i definitely have some apathetic feelings. nonchalance is a deadly thhing, and often times it's just a facade. i think i want to care about my school work, but i just don't. i realy could give a shit less. and this is a problem ( Read more... )

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i hate my computer because it sucks and it's slow and my mom just doesn't care and won't care until it crashes. damnit! i have only one and a half of 8 essays i have to write, no econ article and not a single annotation on othello. i have to get in gear, for real. and i def. haven't read yeargin. damn that man, damn him to hell. (i didin't really ( Read more... )

it has been a while hasn't it fellow LJers? I miss ya so much. mostly im glad is vacation. lemme tell you wants goin on right now ( Read more... )

sorry fo rnot having written in a while.it's been really hectic ya no. so i finnally decided i can't bullshit around anymore. i can no longer pretend to understand and then constantly fail, nor can i study for two classes without any of the others. i just can't do that any more. im not perfect, i am worth more than my intelligence. i'd liketo tthin ( Read more... )

so saturday after th etotally awesome SAT!!! whose butt i kicked over and over again, i made it my bitch and i made it call me mama! yeah i did! no but for serious, the SAT was the best standarized test i've ever taken! but gotta go sign up for the SAT II by wednesday! ahhhh! another late nite run to get my mail post-marked. love it. it's what i ( Read more... )

747 words and not  a moment too soon. I'm gonna go read Fuentes and pray Yeargin's kid has the flu. Damnit! i forgot to put my word count at the bottom of the page. I guess I can just write it in ink at the bottom. I will. and she'll like it!

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so i feel like a total icompetent. i've decided I'm not going to college. I mean i can't even send out one lousy application and zach, (go zach, you rule, i wanna carry all ur babies!)is already ACCEPTED! to like a good school. not like a sucky, just in case school, but like a good one! i just don't know how I'm going to do it all. I can't seem to ( Read more... )

um so according to LJ it's 3:00 am. i have never staye dup this continually. i mean not one 15 minute nap yet. I drank 2 liters of Mountain Dew as a coffee substitute. my eyeballs hurt. I still don't think I'm gonna finish this comparatie essay. It's really just the complication of organization. i don't know what sequence i should put my thoughts ( Read more... )