Book 1 Chapter 1: The Inquiry
If you could be anything, what would it be?

Would you be something fierce, or strong, or beautiful?

Could you see your self as you have always wanted to?

Would you then be happy?

Could you be content?

Book 1 Chapter 2: Me

If I could be anything I would be invisible.

I would be beautiful and quite and wonderful.

I ( Read more... )

erggg its been forever and five days since i have updated.....

broke my finger last night....owies....oh welll

Never Tell..!!

Never tell somebody
you love them
if your going
to break their heart.

Never tell somebody
you care when
your going to stab them in the back.

Never tell somebody
they're the only one
when your going to cheat.

Never tell somebody
( Read more... )

im not really sure what to post because i have so much to say so ill just start and then continue the rant ^_^

1.

there are things being said about me from alot of people because they dont like the things i say or the people i hang out with and im not sure what to do really. i guess i could start to say mean things about them too but slander ( Read more... )

I waited for you today
But you didn't show
No
I needed You today
So where did You go?
You told me to call
Said You'd be there
And though I haven't seen You
Are You still there?

I cried out with no reply
And I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I"m never alone

i decided that ima burn a cd called " c is for crunk" for ( Read more... )

hmmm lets see.....

yesterday i stayed home because i was really sick and my knee kept giving out from underneath me. after john got out of schoolhe came over here and we messed around here for a while then we went to walmart (where he made me ride one of those electric scooter thingys b/c i couldnt walk) and i bout some black socks, glitter, and ( Read more... )

the flutter of wings

the shadow of a woman

a feeling only felt

a breath of wind

the scent of lavender

a feeling only felt

daybreak at the widow

death at the door

a feeling only felt.

©kizzle2005

hmm today is a bad day but im not gonna talk about it cause i will just ramble about seemingly nothing

if i was to fall away now

where would i ( Read more... )

hmmm.....went to work today......nothing interesting happened except for when my manager duct taped chris hector to his register! ^_^ it was pretty funny.....

then after work me and john went to walmart to buy syrup and some other stuff for my mom and we forgot the syrup.  Why won't I just tell my boyfriend, of all people what is the matter?  I ( Read more... )

arg mabibbles.

i dont feel good and im not sure why....i cant understand  why i can just have on ewhole day thats good.  its like every day i have bouts of rain no matter what in doing or who im with.

i wanna cut.....but john wont let me so he sucks......erg

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart ( Read more... )

lately i have been pretty bad i cant help thinking "what if.."

i mean there are so many things that i had done or hadnt done that would be so different right now...

what if i had never walked away?

what if things really werent that bad?

what if i went back?

what if i i just let go?

what if i just ran away and hid?

i guess im rambleing so i will ( Read more... )

It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the ( Read more... )