This weekend was the most amazing weekend ever!!!!!!!!!!! I have been reborn as a phoenix from the ashes and Im back bitches, more badass than before. Im ready to own you. nay, to PWN you.

damn I had an amazing night last night. I drank and loved and was jovial and all was well. and there was much AMAZINGLY GOOD JAZZ MUSIC AS WELL!!!!!!!! I really want to find this one girl i met at the party. I dont remember the one girls name that made ouut with me, its kinda cool.

12 days

Still hung over, not as bad tho. Im feeling this drinking thing. I have to laugh when someone says they drink mudslides at college. That totally defeats the purpose. Its supposed to taste like shit! thats the point!!

ouch my head..... Hangovers suck........... I think i made an idiot out of myself last night I threw up like 10 times I think it stayed in the toilet i dunno I needed assistance to get to my room and my room mate kept an eye on me for a while so i diddnt die. Im def doing this again if I can, my man danny kattz is bringing back some goodies sunday ( Read more... )

14 days

note to self: the soundtrack to garden state is not the thing to listen to when youre feeling lost and off skew, it just feeds that vibe like crazy.

so today was allright. It was my day off sorta, we had the first ever purchase wind ensemble rehearsal. Playing some good stuff, should be cool. I dunno but for some reasone I kinda feel like Im watching myself from the outside again. When I woke up this morning it was like I started existing paralell to my actual self. If that makes any sense. I ( Read more... )

I just woke up and the first thing I saw was her picture. So many feelings im feeling right now. Im kind of confused. Why am I trying to move on and forget her, when I still love her this much?
16 days......................

today KICKED ASS! I shot some fuckin hillarious photos in my suite and we just generally chilled and im thinkin maybe tonight im gonna go out and tear it up.i havent practiced one second today. This is therapy so I can play more relaxed. I wonder if I get drunk out of my mind and play if It will get me to relax enough, how sweet would that be if I ( Read more... )