ok time to put this childish bullcrap behind me, Im in college im not a kid anymore Im not gonna play these games and act like one. Im gonna put it all on the line ( Read more... )

Someone please tell me why I feel like even a day as awesome as today was feels like it was pointless until I share it with her? Why do I have this need to tell her about what happened today, and why do i feel so shitty right now when I cant? Its so stupid but no day feels like its really complete until I talk to her and tell her about my ( Read more... )

I wonder if I could pull something off. It would make this better. I wonder if by any chance, I could arrange to stay with alicia overnight when we go to k-town for homecoming. Its been so long since I've seen her, Im desperate enough to try and arrange it. Hell I'd stay at her house even. I just want to be with her as long as possible. I need it. ( Read more... )

I hate how I use this thing so much now but I dont have anyone who I can talk to about this stuff anymore. I'm young and in love and lonely and scared. I feel like theres something wrong with me for being sure I want to bewith her. Am I really that stupid? Is It wrong to feel like you can save yourself through college for one person that you feel ( Read more... )

I really really really really really need a hug. Talking to someone else about trying to fix a relationship when the best one you know youll ever have just fell apart when you poured everything you had into trying to fix it really makes you realize how much that person meant to you, and how much they still mean. Im not gonna lie I'm crying a little ( Read more... )

Sometimes, people can annoy you so bad. I need to talk about my day and shit to someone. Really bad im about to explode. Also all of the other stuff I talked about before. Fuck that.

Oh man I talked to my teacher today about wanting to possibly transfer out of here and take a few auditions and stuff. I was worried over basicly nothing, he was totally cool about it and was all for it. I feel like a weight has been lifted from me. I'm so like relieved to have gotten it out there. Plus to know that he's for it and therefore will ( Read more... )

They see me rollin ( Read more... )

18 days.

Wow how sickeningly Ironic that a music video I start to totaly identify with turns out to be armor for sleep her like favorite band.GHEY