I've got a new LJ name...I was sick of the random assholes and the name was a bit over used.

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Thats my new name. Add me for future updates :)

I'M FUCKING DONE!

And yea, your welcome...

"I never said this would be easy...I never knew it'd be this hard..."

I DON'T GET IT!? How do you need to think about this? I thought it'd be easy for you...

"How do you expect to tell me what I'm thinking if your not talking to me?" "I'm not interested anymore."

If you had to THINK about your decision, whether you want to take the "chance" with me ( Read more... )

I WANT TO SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS.

"So how does it feel? Because it's tearing me apart!"

I'm fucking sorry...I can't change how I feel...

Does this mean it's over?

Did you give up? Or did you already give up awhile ago?

I told you not to fall, I wouldn't be able to catch you...

...you didn't listen...

Today I lost myself in a book. It wasn't even the best book I've ever read, but it took me. It was a scene where this girl finally gets enough courage to tell the guy she loves about her feelings. It swept me away. It was amazing. As "gay" as this sounds, I felt like I was there. I wish i had courage. I wish I didn't look like a strong person ( Read more... )

A year ago tonite I got the phone call....the phone call that changed my life instantly. A year ago tonite I lost my best friend. A yer ago tonite, my Nana passed away.

I woke up this morning and forgot to breathe.

It's not like this is the first day I've spent without her...but it seems like today is a reminder that shes gone.

I HATE DEATH.

I ( Read more... )

And if you've never peed your pants before...

Well, there's a first for everything.

http://community.webshots.com/photo/143953429/143953534SctHrH

I swear this is why he brings out the 12 yr old in me :)

Well, I can honestly say that this Prom was one of the most fun. I think it was partially because I went with a great guy and went with four other awesome people. We took pictures at Seans before then took off from there. Me and Lauren hardly fit into the car with our huge ass dresses, but somehow picked up the bottom and had the guys close to ( Read more... )

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I'm getting stressed over nothing...Prom is supposed to be fun...HOW COME IT NEVER IS?!

I'm leaving school early w/ Lauren then we're screwing to get my check, and screwing back to be @ California Nails to get pedicures and such. But we have an appointment so we can't be late...I don't have TIME to be late. Then I have to screw (notice how many ( Read more... )