a certain jessica simpson song comes to mind. i trust more, i have more faith, and things are slowly working to what i've always wanted. i guess i'm (i can't believe i'm saying this) happy.
kinda feel like it's the totem pole all over again.
but only at certain times.. i don't get it. i feel like i don't know where i am in the pole.. i'm never on the top, never number one. with anyone. go figure.