i seriously need to do this more often. there are so many things i have missed since the last time that i have journaled. so many tears so many laughs, so many things that i have grown from and matured into the person that i am at this moment. i hope that someday, ( and i know and realize that i am always making lists and writing what my goals are ( Read more... )

why can we not take the lesson...without the experience? why is it we always justify life as to..."everything happens for a reason...and it's just another lesson learned....well it's good life experience ( Read more... )

lord jesus you are AMAZING ( Read more... )

please brittany remember. you are someone. you may not feel it now. you need to hear this right now more then ever. you are something special and you can share things and give to the world. your ability to influence others is greater then you know. God I was brought here for a reason. and although i have been searching for twenty one years for that ( Read more... )

its just to bad. tonight i felt like he was in love with me again. i guess i'll never really know if he is or not....or even if he ever was. i hate love though. i hate that feeling of wanting something forever loyal to you and only you...that safe haven that place to fall when you have nothing else. because i believe....(unfortunatly deep down) ( Read more... )

i want my life back.

I never thought I would say this but....I think God has forgotten me.

sometimes you have to make yourself distcontent from the world.

maybe a little numb....to move on.

why does my heart hurt? i dont understand. where is this really coming from ( Read more... )

so i wonder who i'll meet two weeks from now.

lol.

ha.