hurt

meuugh :(
i am fed up.

I'm back. Maybe in a big way who knows. Probably not, just feel I need somewhere to splurge again for a while. It's hard being back home, I miss Sheffield and the girls and feeling like I've actually got strong relationships again ( Read more... )

rewind

gdhgdgg

i needed that.

i'm pretty worn out from the past weeks.

friendship. i love the ones that come naturally.

why do i actually want that?

and i desperately do. a lack of self control perhaps.

craving something new to drag me back to my feet.

second best?lol

i've been so frustrated of late, with pretty much everything. i can't do what i want cause here's always something or someone in the way. allow angsty updates but argggh. need a new start. i've lost any originality, passion or general sense of self i had.

i can't sleep anymore.
not at my house anyway.