i'm scared for the upcoming months! everything might change, everything will be different soon but i have absolutely no idea what is going to happen, unless i take a gap year in which case very little will change. but the uncertainty i find rather unsettling ( Read more... )

ew! i have let myself put on so much weight and it sucks. so as of NOW i am going on a reasonably strict diet because i have prom in 2 weeks and ibiza in a month and a bit. i need to get rid of my stomach, it's actually huge.

LIVEJOURNAL MAKES ME FEEL WORTHLESS
ahaha
just cause noone talks. it's rubbish.
myspace overtook you so long ago and even it's pretty poor!

though i'm constantly tired at the moment i'm generally content. i have eight more exams to go before the end of it all, and they're all in a short space of time. i cannot wait for the feeling of relief when it's all over. the summer ahead of me to enjoy with no commitments. i have ibiza to look forward to, along with reading festival and finally i ( Read more... )

really mixed feelings at the moment! frustrated yet happy yet unfulfilled and it switches from each to another pretty quickly. i am tired i think, and have not totally got to grips with the fact that i never have to go to school again, i think maybe the impact of that won't hit me until after the exams are over. i cannot stand exams, sigh, but this ( Read more... )

i feel weird. and sad but not sad because i am sad, sad because i'm meant to be sad. sad because i couldn't make it work when i kind of wanted to. i'm tired and i'm sleepy and i'm looking forward to easter. i enjoy music and i enjoy good friends company.

craig and i are over.

weird weird weird.

i hate not knowing where i stand. with the few things that are a little :\ at the moment. hmmm.

simply cannot wait until summer, school is over, ibiza on the cards, spending time with people i actually adore. driving. drinking. not combined of course. i just want new stuff.

i don't want angsty shit anymore. it doesn't suit me.

oh dear, oh dear oh dear ( Read more... )

i'm bored of everyone complaining.
i'm bored of the feeling that there's constant bitching.
i'm bored of pettiness.

i cannot wait til uni.