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loving the christmas theme livejournal ( Read more... )

i'm so happy i'm going to university, a new start for everything, new friends, new surroundings, new aims. and yes it won't be easy because i'll miss my mum more than anything, and there'll be times i'll cry and need her there, and my other friends too but i am so excited and feel so priveliged to be going that i don't want to think about the bad ( Read more... )

i love times spent with close friends and music ( Read more... )

hi! citizens advice bureau at your service. i find it funny how so many people ask me for advice, especially as i clearly am a failure at relationships and other such things. i don't mind at all. i actually quite like it because of course i want to help the people i care about. i just think it's funny that people come to me!

i think sadness renders creativity. a way in which to express the emotion that causes pain because then it's released and not quite so difficult to cope with. i'd love to write a song that was touching, a passage that was mindblowing or a poem that left people in awe. but i'm not creative enough and the frustration this brings me makes the sadness ( Read more... )

i want intimacy.
i go after people who i have tiny crushes on but its pointless, because i don't actually want them. they won't actually make me happy. i'm so picky when it comes to people i'm close with; because of this and a number of other things i think there are very few who i would be content being with, and i can't have those people. it's ( Read more... )

I HATE YOU ALL, YOU'RE RUBBISH AND NEVER READ/COMMENT MY ELJAY ANYMORE.

RUBBISH I SAY.

anyway charlotte reminded me today that i haven't taken pictures in ages, which i haven't for a number oof reasins. anyway it inspired me to take some. they were rubbish but here's a couple anyway, JUST for fun.

they're boring and not the most attractive, sozz.

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i remember i used to write the longest most pointless entries in here, with countless unimportant details but little facts that meant a lot to me. i don't do it anymore. i've changed in that way. i used to hang onto every minor detail and now i just let things go, whether good or bad. a brief description fits, or often i just leave it to be ( Read more... )