if there is a god up there, fuck him. how dare he put the best girl in the world through all this shit. she deserves so much better than this. shes been there through thick and thin with me, and now im never going to leave her side.

colleen i love you so much, i know you can get through this.

<3kristen
-girlheartsboy-

girl hearts boy so much

i DO have a lot to say.. but ill update later..

( ..the longest survey EVER )

dodaDOOF: hello wonderful

i love him!

now that i really thinka bout it. i dont really have anything to say. if i had the patience i could give my life story. say somethings that people dont know about me. maybe like..2 or 3 ppl know. but im not going to. because i dont just want to open myself up. because then more people will know how to hurt me. and i cant deal with anymore hurt. and ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:HighDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate
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i need to talk to shawn. i need those random comments to cheer me up..ughh

dontTellaSoul3: oh man kristen i want you SO bad right now

dodaDOOF: u are the best i sware

right now ill be so pissed if someone tries to kill me.. lol

today got so much better...so fast...

me and shawn always have those random conversations ( Read more... )

throw me into traffic. Please?