put it to a good use, your pain ( Read more... )

Just remember ( Read more... )

 i write mostly hooks. the one-liners that you'd expect to be the turning point of a song.

from here on out, my hooks will bond together like chain-link and form something big.

it WILL be big. 

 each needle tastes the same, but
with each bite i grow hungrier

 I've noticed that what is commonly known as the 'subconscious' holds a tighter reign on me than I had ever imagined. This is only really proven if you know how I work, so I'll give a few examples.

I used to have a pretty tight grip on my reputation (you could call me defensive or whatever, I just knew precisely what I could say to certain people); ( Read more... )

last night i dreamed of the attack of Giga the destroyer
great boulders hurdling from the sky,

destroying our only means of escape

my next dream was of my lying

prostrate on the ground,

clutching my wrists

which were dripping rose petals

much like a withering flower slowly losing its beauty

or when winter steals from us our young

the imminent ( Read more... )

we sunk like pillows in each others’ arms
and watched the world escape so high above us
deep sound like echo, there’s no harm
in careful planning, all of this

i knew that it could never last
but  i’m lost within your pyramids.
for this permanent loneliness
i’m just a temporary fix

but lo’ to us a star is born
and we drowned him in a barrel.

in other news, ( Read more... )

 It's a sign of my loneliness that I'm talking to myself again.

fuck.

So the other day, I just completely blew up on one of my friends, and now we're at the point where she's avoiding me out of anger, and I'm avoiding her out of nonchalance. I can't really figure out whether I should apologize/ talk/ worry/ bother, because to be honest I'm finally back to the happiness I think I was feeling a couple weeks ago, before ( Read more... )

 Something inside of me is broken. I'm not being figurative this time and referring to my heart or purpose ( Read more... )