Well as I may, I washed your stink away,
but your treacherous grip remains.

i tried to wash your prints from my day,
but every soiled spot left stains.

 I got accepted to the University of Iowa, and I really don't know how to feel about it. I think I'm going. Brush that dirt off ya' shoulder.

You never want to be the remainder.
You stayed until the shine wore off.

 the one thing i regret about growing up is growing past the age of irreverence without ever experiencing its fruits.

 These days I've run out of steam. It isn't like something ruthlessly came in and swept my feet out from under me like stilts or drained my enthusiasm (or maybe it is). I'm just remarkably stoic... and that's a rarity for someone so ridiculously emotional. My medication has leveled me to flatline, and I think my creativity and vigour went along ( Read more... )

 I realize now that I have lost my childhood and my innocence. I can no longer have real fun without also involving complete mental distortion.

Like how a child spins too fast and falls to the ground.
I'm reaching for ways to feel like I'm falling, again.

that girl i mentioned a couple posts ago: new girlfriend.

times they are a-changin'. My heart is falling faster than the temperature outside, and her voice is the only thing keeping me warm.

 in my dream last night i punched out your car window and tore your throat open.

it was kind of violent.

 i found a gem, and she kisses like a cigarette. scares the shit out of me, too, because this is me getting my feet wet.

'bout to be blind-sided by these grown-up women.

 i will forever blaspheme a god with which i cannot relate

This picture reminds me of someone rather special to me...


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