i was mad at him for no valid reason. i wanted to tell him, but i knew there was no point unless i told him why i was mad, and i couldnt do that. i was so angry that i ever listened to him. mike is the only person who has ever given me good long term advice that made me a better person in the end (as far as i know at this moment b/c i'm not sure ( Read more... )

i never understand the things i want to understand. ikikikikikikikikikikikik that looks cool. i'm scared that this vent is gonna fall on my head b/c it's hanging by one nail. i dont wanna go  to work tonite cuz i'm prolly gonna end up on register, but at least i get off at ten. i'm excited about prom tomorrow. i'm very disappointed in myself though ( Read more... )

She's my own advocate and she doesnt even know. i never told her to do it. i never even suggested that she take part in it. she did it on her own. i swear, sometimes i think she reads my mind. **i'm thinking too much. is that what happens when you do this? i wish james were here right now. he'd have all the answers. he always did. but i'm so angry ( Read more... )

I dont wanna do anything until it's 80 degrees outside & all the flowers have bloomed & everyone's @ the pool. i think it's the way i'm dressed right now that reminds me of summer. Today felt productive. I actually got to school early, so me, maria, & eli sat in the back of the ss pod and did our hw...well me and eli did. I was so glad ms. benthall ( Read more... )

if only you knew how much you are like the rest of them! sometimes i get really angry at you for not seeing it for yourself. you only go around and accuse them of the same things you're doing. they dont know how they're affecting the world and neither do you! you're all a bunch of blind fools! we all are! it's just a lack of simplicity and the ( Read more... )

today was alright. i totally forgot we had SOLs this morning so i didnt bring anything to do while the rest of my english 11 class was takin it. So i sat in ms. jones' room & read this car magazine for 2 hours straight. Psych was shortened and all we really did was watch a stupid video. Gems was ok b/c all we did was make stupid shapes...but i ( Read more... )

friday def. was the longest day of my life. it's not that it felt like it was, but i was up for 24 hours and during those hours i did hw, went to school, went to work till 11, went to walmart, sheetz, and ihop w/ eli, went back to sheetz for like 30min. and chilled w/ dan and i thought there was nothin else to do at 3am so i came home and then ( Read more... )

i'm so proud of myself! i've gone to school everyday for the past 2 weeks! i know that's not sumthin i should be proud of, it's sumthin i should have already been doin...but it wasnt. i'm def. worn out! (that's why i havent updated lately) i finally got to take a 30min. nap today! it was during an awesome movie tho:-/ i've been to walmart and ( Read more... )

this weekend went by fast! i worked friday night till 10...and i cant remember what happened after that. i think i went to bed. saturday morning i woke up @ 8am b/c tyree called. so i just stayed up & got all ready for the concert!! ashley had to take me to sheetz to get the key to jeannie's car from juan b/c sarah lost it! that girl has been ( Read more... )

work was awesome b/c we had plenty of ppl & it was slow. david's our new store manager for the next 3 weeks and i'm in love w/ him!!!...not like i wanna marry him kind of love, but i LOVE workin w/ him! lou was there and she really annoyed the hell out of me, so i made david work w/ her in mto while i stayed on register. well i did a little bit of ( Read more... )