the way i see it, i have 2 choices. i could continue living the way i have been for the past year or so, through my emotions, which would mean i'm sad right now & i'm not gonna make an effort to do anything just b/c i dont feel like it. or i could put all that to the side for right now and get myself out of this. and i guess there's that third ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of this! I want to move...right now! but i know i cant go anywhere until after graduation...or possibly summer school for me.?? i think i might go to oklahoma. i'd really like it if my whole family moved there, but they said i could go. i'm not sure that i could do that by myself. i cant go from doin anything i want...to tellin someone ( Read more... )

I'm in a really good mood. I think it's b/c i went to church. I always feel good after that:-) And my dad's on his way to pick up some chinese food....so that contributes to my happiness a little:-)hehe i just feel like it'd be selfish of me to ask for anything more in life right now. i have an older sister to guide me, a younger sister to look up ( Read more... )

I feel so....hungover.:-/ i've had enough drinking for the next couple of months. last night i didnt even have that much b/c i didnt want a rerun of last weekend, but we went to 7-11 @ 4:30am & i ate a hot dog, doritos, and a snickers...that was def. a bad idea. i'm sure that's why i feel this way now. we're goin to church @ 12:30, so at least i ( Read more... )

I had a pretty good birthday. i was really sad when it ended and samantha made sure that she was the one to let me know that it was about to be over! lol but i hope that a good birthday = a good year!:-) i went to Applebee's for dinner w/ my family. Then we came back to my house and Giannina met us there & they all sang happy birthday and i finally ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!*:-) i dont feel any different. i'm not really excited about buying cigarettes & lottery tickets anymore. it's all just a waste of money...and i dont even smoke. so i told giannina i'd buy her a black. I slept in till 10 this morning & then jeannie and my mom had to wake me up. So i went to lunch w/ giannina @ that chinese ( Read more... )

today was pretty lame. i didnt get up till 11:15 and i pretty much sat around until i had to take my dad to work @ 2 and then i had to be to work @ 4. that's the only thing i like about working...if working's the only thing i do all day, i still feel productive b/c i know i made money. anyways~i'm so tired. only 10 more minutes till i'm 18!!! ( Read more... )

Today has been one of those really looooooooooong days! this mornin i took like ten 15 minute naps b/c i was so freakin tired but i had to keep driving. i took my dad to work around 8am, then i left @ 9:30 to take jeannie to nova. i went to the mall for an hour to pass time. i bought a new purse & 2 pairs of flip flops from old navy, and then i ( Read more... )

i am sooooooooooooooooo sick!!! or hung over i guess you could say. i finally had a nite where i dont remember what happened! but i know i met sum really cool ppl.:-) juan picked me up from work around 10:30 & i know he was pissed that i took so long to get off, and so then i was pissed at both travis's for not bein ready for me to leave at 10 when ( Read more... )

it's gonna be a looooooong day! and everything's so confusing b/c we only have 1 car!:-( hopefully giannina will pick me up from work and i can just go over there & forget all my toubles!!! me and rashad went to ihop this morning for breakfast...or lunch. idk then we went to the mall to get megan's bday gift. now i have NO money. grrrrr well imma ( Read more... )