okay maybe that wasn't quite accurate.....I don't know if I'm falling for my roommate or if he is just saying all the right things to me and I"m so fucking close to breaking that I'm falling for a line of bullshit....or maybe it's just that I can't bear the thought of being alone...I've never done it well...you know....a guy has never left me ( Read more... )

My boyfriend is leaving me because he loves a paycheck more than he loves me......I always knew he planned on leaving but somehow I thought I would be enough...that what we had would be enough...I was very wrong....and I think I'm falling for my roommate who is blatantly persuing me.....it's been a really long month....

There's a boy lying in my bed waiting for me to crawl in beside him and snuggle up to him....but I can't sleep....I have an early class in the morning that I have to go to...but I can't sleep....my brain hurts from sleep deprivation...but I can't fucking sleep....Allan practically fucking lives here right now....he's staying for the whole week and ( Read more... )

Do you ever wonder if maybe your life would work better without you in it....if everyone you care about would be better off if they had never known you.....sometimes I wonder...and soemtimes i try so hard to cry...to hurt...to feel anything...and there isn't anything left in me to feel....there isn't anything but this gaping empty void that I keep ( Read more... )

It doens't matter what is going on...the snow fall makes me feel peaceful and at ease....like little pieces of frozen water falling from the sky can cure all of my ills ( Read more... )

"Push the plunger so I can be catatonic again ( Read more... )

paradise does not exist
nothing good stays good....something has to taint it...make it less than it is
I'm falling for him already.....I can't keep him

So anyway....sorry about that last one...a little too concise....I guess I have a boyfriend now ( Read more... )

My friend tried to kill herself while I fucked her boyfriend
I misplaced three days in a haze of cocaine and alcohol
What have I done

"I could not love thee, dear, so much, loved I not honor more ( Read more... )