It's amazing the effect time can have on the severity of emotions about an event.....they either grow until they're overwhelming...or they fade into nothing....I like the latter better

And I'm left wondering if that comment pertained to me....and strangely....I don't really care...My favorite thing about college, I've discovered, is that I finally have an opportunity to change....I don't have to continue in the same way that I did for four years...I truly have the ability to start over new....and I have....some nights I sit here ( Read more... )

so don't make me responsible for yours....how many times have I made that mistake? One less time than it takes me to learn my lesson....What would you forget if you could choose?...What event...what person...and would it be worth it....now the real question is...are we allowed to forget...we repress and we hide...but are we truly allowed to ( Read more... )

and I'm going out!!!!!!!! with someone not Josh!!!!!!!!! and there is ecstasy ( Read more... )

I love my boys I really do....but sometimes I would trade them both for one friend with capability of speech...preferably one who isn't stoned 75% of the time....I'm exhausted all the time because when I go to bed I just stare and think....I've never had so much time to do nothing but think in my entire life....my thoughts play tag through the ( Read more... )

I can't feel my toes, my fingers....or anything..I can't deal with this...and I don't want to know...anything ( Read more... )

went home sick from work today...everyone loves throwing up...and then hung out at del taco for two hours when I really should be sleeping....must open tomorrow...funfun...I'm moving in five weeks...Scott...are you still coming to visit or I am going to have to track you down from Flag?...I called and set up my utilities this week, got my financial ( Read more... )

Another screwdriver, another knife
drink until he's sane bleed until he cares
angelito.....i'm so sorry....sorry that i forgot what really matters...hablame
i'm sorry to everyone.......

Expect the worst but hope for the best and you can never be disappointd
thank you
for reminding me of what it is really all about...
thank you
for reminding methat dumb dirty whores are replaceable, expendable, and generally useless...

My apologies for not posting recently...I havve been sort of busy with my brother's wedding preparations but that's all done now...dominic is finally married and alex is a Mrs. Iannone....it would be pretty hard to believe if they hadn't been married in spirit if not in name for the past six years...I can't even remember a time without alex...it ( Read more... )