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i just had a really bad or sad dream im not sure, like...i was half awake then i started crying!!!! i couldnt stop i was so sad and like.....then my nosed got stuffed up and i cried for prolly 30 mins solid...gah...i was thinking about someone, what would happend if he came then left, i dunno im retared...shit.......

oh btw, i am going on a photo adventure today, and tomorrow, amanda is comming back in town!!! WEEEE. so...we will kick it,like a biscuit.

Savvy penis to all.

I dunno hah, I am in doubt once again. I have the right number. But I am afraid to call. He loves me, but I stop...say nothing...tears well up. AM I A FREAK? Oh I dunno. Friends are not in an abundance with me. I choose quality over quantity. But when you go home, who do you have to hug, kiss and even make out with? (hah couldn't resist) ( Read more... )

So last night i got spffied up in one of my new outfits, I'll kinda admit...lol i thought i looked hot...lol the hair was doing good too, I gave in a bought some Frizz-ease and some more hairspray. It works wonders. I think I am going to let my hair grow out, till i get sick of it. I mean ehh its soo easy to do, shower at night apply frizzy stuff ( Read more... )

Hahah i went shopping and bought some pretty stuff, and if ound these two hot belt buckles I really wanted at hot topic and I was outta money GRR GRR. and like...I want some new plugs, they had these ones a this tattoo parlor i was at the other dad with nautical stars on them, they were 2's so i was like bleh! cant fit em yet! and they were 40 ( Read more... )

Well, I dunno if I am super or not but I am in a pretty nice mood right. Last night I had the most amazing conversation with my father!?!?. I told him how my Aunt and the other side of the family was treating me. I was sooo worried I was doing something wrong, screwing up or not making them happy. She disowned me from the family, again. *sigh* ( Read more... )

so things are very sweet and sour. i just found out my great grandmother died 2 months ago and my other side of my family just told me now...they swore the left me messages left and right on my cell and email...well...i never got messages stating that, and i guess they couldnt call my house? i dunno so now they accuse me of not caring and so on. ( Read more... )

So...I am really confused and Tiffany knows what its about, naturally she called me a fuckin idot and that I was dump and what not. oh and Eric knows my troubles too. I dunno if I was really ready to met him actually. I was tottally skeptical still am, I figure I'll know for sure when I call the number he gave me. I just can't bring myself to ( Read more... )

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