I AM CHANGING MY LIVEJOURNAL NAME...cause..i just want too.....

I will add/Comment/ or IM to let you know my new name....so yea....boom.

ok so i havent updated in a while. oh well. bleh. i've been in a trashy bad mood lately. i supppose its the ongoing 3 week battle with my dad which really is my fault. technically, if like you look really deep down it it, no really if you want to get technical, just like its my fault that i blew up the vaccum. or how ever the hell its spelt. ( Read more... )

so last night as i lay in bed at 9:30pm i became restless. i started thinking about some things again. i thought about...that maybe i was setting myself up for something i wasnt counting on. i was confused again. i hate not knowing what really is going on. i hate to assume things, though it seems when i do it all changes. 0_o i hate it, why can't ( Read more... )

i talked to tiffany to day breifly on aim, i sent her this huge long ass email, basically as all of you know i tell her everything, and i do mean EVERYTHING, all the intresting little details and beatting around the bush that you guys get on here, pfft. she knows it all. her and pattey basically. anyways i started off the email with this heinus bs ( Read more... )

meh today was today...i figure tomorrow the first time my alarm goes off ill get up, it seems the more times i keep setting it back the more tired and sick feeling i get. im restless too, i was up around 2 last night just...tossing and turning. im forcing myself not to IM the people i shouldnt hah, i mean its not like they care but it would be ( Read more... )

::is angry::

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr hesss so stupid!!!!! arghhhhhhhhh i wish i could beat the crap outta my dad sometimes...just sometimes...maybe...ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY.

so like there was a possome in the road by my house tonight i was like woa...its not dead?!? it was werid...anyways...

cleaningtime now...

yea i dunno so i've got a few mins before class so whatever. today was alright, just a bit sleepy, i have to paint like a crazy person tomorrow, i have to turn in this piece of my ap class to enter in this contest, its actually a graded part for our class. and such...the begining of the day was ok, nothing really much to do, i need to pick up this ( Read more... )

ugh i dont want to be alone, i want to get over the people i shouldnt be wasting my time thinking about, i want all around happiness...and...um...A CHERRY ICEE ...and yes ugh...im tired of being alone i guess and usally i like that cause im like woo ok cool bymyself but fuck man, its gets tireing...anways ways..bleh...

ok finishing off yesterdays post because obviously...maybe someone is intrested...and im not doing anything else soo woo here we go:

anyways, after greeting todd and trying not to fall and trip and do something lame... we sat around in my living room bullshitting for about maybe i dunno half an hour or so...of course my dad...HAH walks around in ( Read more... )

so i was sleeping and the phone rings, someone for my dad, hes sleeping, i tell them he is doing so. another person called same situation. then my cell phone started vibrating my bed. it was todd and it was like 12:12 haha. i had ment to get up early to have all my stuff done because he was going to come and hang out with me to day !!! ^_^ but ( Read more... )