ok so basically this week has been so tireing!!! so i go to school, get home and for an hour..just ..kinda get stuff togeather. then go back to driving school...which is at night so i dont get it...might be hard for me to drive hah. i get my liscense in two weeks no strings attached blah blah blah, im 18 and hopefully ill be driving by the 30 to go ( Read more... )

omg some douche bag just left this on my fuckin away message?!?!? what the fuck ( Read more... )

*ahem* fuck 'em.  i grow very tired and very worn handing out feelings to a person who will not return them back.  im sick and tired of trying to give out 'hints'.  i'm through thinking about them, which causes me to be sad and feel lonely. i have been devoted to one person for a long time, too long at that and it got me no where, but here, still ( Read more... )

well its 7.30 in the morning...im basically...inchoherent...my dad just told me he told robin that i said i didnt like her so she left without me...which is a lie but i was like....why didyou tell her that anyway?!?!? my dad keeps giving me these weird looks ever time he sees THIS which is to compliment THIS. ::sigh:: yea last night was pretty neat ( Read more... )

i dunno anymore...i try...and it doest work, how can you be persistant in something thats never going to be? i have a problem with reality checks until basically the situation slaps you in the face and says: "see you tried for nothing, get lost!". maybe i am really optomistic about stuff, or can't let go cause i get attached super easily. my down ( Read more... )

went to go eat ice cream with Rhiannon( rhi_0182 ) it was fun then drove aimlessly around our neighborhood. we were soooo bored it was fun though....

::sigh:: i hate being alone........i just can't get over some people....im the lamesting thing on the planet. i feel like crying. johnny is right though you feel allot better after you do. heh him and ( Read more... )

bleh..i got a ticked for possesion...of drug paraphanelia...its stupid and im not going into it.
just for your info, i didnt have anything on me....>_< so stop thinking evil.
anyways my birthday came out super good in the end dispite the face i turned 18 and BAM first midemenor or what ever...my spelling sucks get over it. all you need to know is ( Read more... )

i cant tell im gonna have a bad birth day...-_- this whole holiday was horrible. and by the end of this week my dad is getting rid of Akasha my female cat, apprently cause i dont have a job, to have the money, to get her fixed. which he said was an agreement which like wasnt until he made it up...and now im sad...shes so small and like shes ( Read more... )

so i updated my journal. bored as usal, im about to go to bed and listen to my headphones. like...some cure, depeche mode, maybe some atreyu? i dunno. i just am so outta it! ugh...i think i was waiting for chris to IM maybe but whatever, i was in a weird mood last night for all i know i probably was trying to instigate something... T_T im lame but ( Read more... )

so last night was of course odd. i set my alarm for every 2 hours so i could make sure my dad was breathing and not bleeding to his death. x_x and of course as i am paranoid as hell as thats going to happen, i was in bed by 12ish but really wasnt asleep and when your not sleeping your thinking...and i was thinking. and my dumb ass text messaged ( Read more... )